haizz..when can i change my bad tempered..i dunoe why i come to a small ting can haf such a big anger...sia..kaozz..not i wan to do it but juz come over lor..dun wan sigh le...i do thing quite swee lor..but kaoz..when ppl do bo swee i juz anger out...haiz..i realli dunoe y recently so siao wan..coz wanna keep going out...all tat..dun feel like staying at homne....y le?? is it this is nt real home then i dun wana sttay??wat can i do sia...i really going to crazy le...i oso dun feel like studying in dover le..coz it realli sucks...hmm..wat can i do?? can i tell my parent i dun wanna study le...but wat bout my future??juz hope nw court thing all over soon... i can conencrate on my B div bois...and hope they make me proud and i really going to take part in coaching le..coz i like coaching...i wan to haf tat cert/..haha...