hmm...today whole day at home till 430pm.. jeremin ask me go down play bball... quite suprise seeing his sms.. cause the last time we play was quite a long ago...play match with some other ppl dat dunoe wan... den seng was in my team... we 3 -3...hmm long time nv seen him his skill are getting better and better... hmm... i am wondering the whole day after too much of slacking wat can i do??? i feel like a rubbish because nothing to do..... everyday juz sleep, play,eat... i dun wan this kind of life.... this is a rubbish life....i also felt very lonley coz no one is at home... no talking... arghHHhhhh..... hw i going to descirble..?? i dun wanna a life tat keep going out and play and play... i mean play can but u nv work or study u juz play.. u will feel like useless.... haiZzzzzzz.....so wat can i do??? any suggestion.....??????